I love the woods:
they are mysterious, with a lot of tales to tell
I love the birds:
they have sense of mirth all the time
which we all lack
I love the wind:
It never dissapoints you
I love the lonely trees:
They are ever self-reliant
making use of everything they have
I love the widow bringing up her children:
She sacrfices all her time and self for giving the best for her kids.
I love the authors:
They dedicate life to bringing life into a world of their owen
I love the unsung heroes:
they don't like fame and let their deeds to speak their life.
I love the feeling of mercy:
It adds meaning to this life,
to appreciate the blessings that god showers upon us.
I love the way my mom and dad kiss my head:
It makes me realize I'm fortunate.
I love the art of day-dreaming:
It makes feel real.
I love that one guy all my life:
without whom I would'nt have cherished everything
I told you about!

A lost friendship

I still think of you baby
you are there in my heart like a pearl in an oyster
Your departure from me has shown me different things
One, when someone is severed from you
they change and sometimes forget you
But is that friendship? how did you forget? Is there anything I couldn't do for you my love?
I gave my all but you left me with memories I am forced to live with...

You are far away
You tell me about your new life and Im not really pleased
I thought you would remain the same
But you hav gone away from me... forever..
I felt deceived and insignificant.
Was that how you thought about me? small and unimportant?
If yes, then I say your not real
but fake, plastic and materialistic
It is your name I chant a hundred times
I try to do what you do and feel the guilt flow through the veins
Do you feel the same when you do that? Fooling me and yourself..
along with the memories there is the pain irrepressible and infinite;
its forgiven that u dont have me in ur memory..
but will u please not do this to anybody else again?

A lost friendship

Resurrection-the aftermath

Love is a loaded word they say
so it is.
love is four letter lie they say
for some, it is.
But for its neither loaded not is it a lie.
its a fantasy and its my life
this life seems to cherish this feeling
Im reborn and Im stronger cos of it
Yesterday seems so far away
I walk on the grass and listen to the birds
Merry and content with their day
I gaze around and believe
That I'm alive
alive, again to fight
alive again to live
Love has weakened my soul
But it always lost its power
Now Im aware of the injury it could cause to us
So its powerless and therefore my slave
We co-exist, overtakin me at tyms.. and myself controling the emotion
With a lot of the others
The person I am is still the very same
She is just armed with more forgiveness and faith
Hope; she believes that she can be together with him
One day..
He replies, 'maybe someday will come.'
Will it??
nobody knows
god veiling the secret from his messengers, the angels, my friends
protecting it to surprise him and me
will their be an 'us'?
these questions are numerous. and He alone knows the answers.
'follow the direction', an angel of a familiar face tells me, 'maybe you should just trust Him'
she convinces me into not giving into any temptation.
I thank God for delivering me, once again.
Im no longer dead and Im much more agile
I"ll count on you dear lord, I pray and
A shower of light descends upon me.
I tell myself, this love will last a life time;
As I walk home, Christ smiles approvingly.

The Healing

I can sense the changes happening
you still lie in the midst of my dreams
I still wish something can happen to make you understand
the pain that u gave me
u remain unscathed by the injury
I linger for an answer
and you hesitate and i pray there is a day when you can tell me the truth
I thought we were friends and best friends were we
but now i dont believe that you betrayed me leaving me with no clue of ur intentions
I tried my very best at this ordeal
but now i remain the same as yesterday
trying my best to survive the past
by luck or so, dark times dont remain long
they disperse when the angels descend
they make me lie down in peace that I for so long searched for
they dry my tears of endless misery
and undress me and cloth me in a pretty blue dress
and they tell me numerous stories and I fall asleep
They still remain, the angels lift me for a journey
which reveals me a world only they could make me see
the scar gain back new skin and the blood is red again
my soul regains the life it missed so long
An angel touches me and gently kisses my cheek
and she holds my hand and her tender touch brings me new hope
she looks right in my eye and I come back to life
Resurresction personified
The faith refilled the once lost hope in Christ returns
to its eternity
I smile and she whispers to me "Dont look back"
So during my flight back home They sing
Their voices so sweet and divine
I get back home with the fresh memory
After all,I won

As i wait in vain

The pain is at its peak
Im tired yet my faith is not drained
I wipe away the tears of yesterday in the hope my wounds heal
I screech with pain in thinking about you
and those moments were so true
yet you never were
we belong to a virtual picture
whose colours were made up of your lies
less did i know that ur eyes were fake
the way u looked at me i would least forget
no one has seen me that way
too bad i didnt know your unreal
now i lay near my grave
lost in thoughts of my defeat
i still wait to see your face
for i am gonna face my death real soon
in the hands of death i shall pray
i see u before i close my eyes
i wait my heart still cold like the snow
my blood has frozen and its scarlet
yet true unlike yours
i always belonged to the world nd u to mine
less did i know tat u dint
the scars still remain they bring back those times
where i was deceived in you by you

goth angel

End or beginning?

I searched all over
for the lost soul
i trusted you
but u deceived me now iam alone in the darkness
i dont know where to go
ther is no life inside
jus living namesake
u left me alone
in deepest fears i exist
these tears dont stop nd i cry for us